Idle - Nega

Romaji



Hakidasareta iki wa shiroku kogoe kiete yuku
Sono hakanasa ni sonzai no kachi o kasane kuzure yuku

Hada o saku samusa yori dare ni mo rikai sarenai chinmoku to kodoku ga nani yori mo samukute
Motomeru no wa rikai na no ka ?
Itsuwari no ai na no ka ?
Ryousen no saki ni wa kotae ga mieru no ka ?

I see sunrise
Muimi na kokoro o terashite kowashite

Igan de yuku igan de yuku kimi no sugata tada mitsumeteiru [in my mirror]
Kowaresou na hagaresou na kamen no shita namida o kakushite
[However, the tears run it down]

Kokoro wa kamoku ni tozashi hyou wa douke o kazari dare ni kizukarenu you kizu o yami ni kakushi
Azawarau onaji koe ni doukoku no rasen wa kurikaesu zouo ni matsuwari hakidasu

I see moonlight
Mu kachi na kono mi o terashite kowashite
But... I can't see hope

Igan de yuku igan de yuku kimi no sugata tada mitsumeteiru [in my mirror]
Kowaresou na hagaresou na kamen no shita namida o kakushite

Kowarete yuku kowarete yuku risei wa mou tada kara meguru [break my heart]
Aisarete mo ubawarete mo okasarete mo ikasarete mo kachi wa nai

Kono mama kuchi te kusari hate te mo nani mo kawarazu ashita wa kuru kara ?




Kanji


吐き出された息は白く凍え消えてゆく
その儚さに存在の価値を重ね崩れゆく

肌を裂く寒さより誰にも理解されない沈黙と孤独が何よりも寒くて
求めるのは「理解」なのか？偽りの愛なのか？稜線の先には答えが見えるのか？

I see sunrise
無意味な心を照らして壊して

歪んでゆく歪んでゆく君の姿ただ見つめている　[in my mirror]
壊れそうな剥がれそうな仮面の下涙を隠して　[However, the tears run it down]

心は寡黙に閉ざし表は道化を飾り誰に気付かれぬ様傷を闇に隠し
嘲笑う同じ声に慟哭の螺旋は繰り返す憎悪に纏わり吐き出す

I see moonlight
無価値なこの身を照らして壊して
But...I can't see hope

歪んでゆく歪んでゆく君の姿ただ見つめている　[in my mirror]
壊れそうな剥がれそうな仮面の下涙を隠して

壊れてゆく壊れてゆく理性はもうただ空廻る [bｒeak my mirror]
愛されても奪われても犯されても生かされても価値は無い

このまま朽ちて腐り果てても何も変わらず明日は来るから…




English Translation

Vomitted breaths freezing white, are disappearing
The worth of life gathering in this fleetness, is crumbling

No one understands the reason, why coldness tears my body, something that silence and solitude are even more cold than
The thing you look for is "understanding"? Is it false love? Can you see the answer on the previous line of ridge?

I see sunrise
My heart which has no meaning, breaks down, shining

It's distorting, It's distorting, only your shape that I stare at [in my mirror]
Under the mask which seems to break and tear off, I hide my tears [However, the tears run it down]

My heart shuts in silence, buffoonery decorates its surface, I hide its wounds in the darkness in the way that no one can see them
In the same voice, which laughs sneeringly, the spirals of wailing repeat and spit out, coiling about

I see moonlight
Illuminating my worthless body, destroys it
But...I can't see hope

Is distorting, is distorting only your shape that I stare at [in my mirror]
Under the mask which seems to break and tear off, I hide my tears

The reason is breaking down, is breaking down, it just revolves again in emptiness [break my heart]
Even if someone loves me, if I'm raped or if I'm revived, it all has no worth

And even if it's rotting and breaking like this, there will come tomorrow, which won't change anything...